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ytd,
we were watching tv,
when the maggi mee song/advertisement appeared on the tv
the famous: tu tu tu tu tu tu tu.

it got me laughing and i told my dad
about the time when S****N Q**K came to school with newly permed hair,
and we kept whistling/humming the song in her class.
then S****N Q**K said to me,
SQ: vanassa so happy today? what song are you humming?
Van: oh, the maggi mee song cos your hair looks like it.
the next thing i know, i was outside her class for 2 whole period.

i thought dad will say i was silly or i deserve it.
but instead he said
Dad: ya what, if your hair perm until like maggi mee then accept it la. still throw my daughter out of the class.

then i was thinking,
"eh, daddy seems pretty entertained about me being thrown out of the class, so why not i tell him more stories about me thrown out"

so the long winded story:
one day, recess was over,
but my two wonderful friends, rachel cheong ruixia and shirley eng jiaxin decided that they havent had enough of the potato salad.
so being the greedy US,
we ordered one more bowl each. slowly ate and went up.
lo and behold,
HO HO was already in class and questioned us why we were 20 minutes late for her lesson.
we cant possibily say we decided to eat another bowl of potato salad.
it's partly because we were in TAF club at that time and were pretty prominent fat people.
so we refused to answer her and got sent out of the class.
we stood outside for 2 whole period.

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21st birthday celebration(s) was super great.
every single thing about it except for the stupid pizza hut that screwed us up.

FAMILY.
hahaha. i know i spent it with everyone except you guys.
anyway, daddy promised me a big birthday dinner before taiwan trip.
so i cant wait for it.
dajie, erjie thank you for being so supportive in screaming at pizza hut for me.
sorry to mom who kept calling home but i was still sleeping.
thanks to daddy who called and wished me happy birthday and then i got caught using the hp by the sister.
at least you didnt forget my birthday this year and didnt wish me birthday from 10th to 12 feb.
dajie, thank you for the birthday money!


NEM
evil little chaps.
THANK YOU for being the first to wish me birthday physcially.
i love the big sponge-bob-cake-which-you-guys-used-a-fork-to-prop-up, the personalised chelsea jersey and
right down to your little evil plot you guys made.
good thing i didnt run down bra-less. or else i will dig out sai naw's eyes.
really appreciate that you guys camped out and waited for midnight before coming my house despite majority of you were doing morning shitf the next day.
love you guys.

OLD B and RAE
HAHAHA! old b is my dream lover, rae is my tallie.
even without the phone, i could hear you 3 floors up, arguing which window is my house.
the 21 balloons GREAT!
the wonderful 12am crystal jade dinner aka supper was FANTASTIC
the rose we got for each other STINKS. (i hate flowers. but i love it that we bought it together)
the dessert at al azhaar was STINKY. ( we have to stop shooting pearls aka IQ BALLS at each other)
the loud car singing and screaming was TERRIFYING.
the note on my facebook, EMOTIONAL. (it brought long stream of tears down my eyes)
i love you two so much
and i mean it.
=))

TO ALL THE OTHERS,
thank you for the well wishes!
right from meaningful ones to BHB ones.
lol.
special shoutout to kym: THANK YOU FOR THE BIRTHDAY CHOCOS! I LOVE IT!

 

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Sometimes I look around me,
and wonder how much do i know about a few particular people.
I am confident of their favourite colour, fav food etc.
but deep down inside,
I have to keep wondering what exactly are they thinking,
what exactly do they want with me or of from me.

Recent happenings,
made me feel really hurt,
made me feel very scared and wary of alot of people.
made me feel as though i am alone.

it's sad that when i looked at this particular person,
i feel that all feelings towards that person is gone.
not a single let's-be-together-feel.
but more of a i-dont-think-i-ever-want-to-be-with-you-ever-again.
to put it simply
you are too "realistic" to be a part of me.
i dont even know how to explain all these shit.
i dont think i even want to try.

I once liked bees alot,
thinking that they bring sweet honey for the bears to eat.
until the day i got stung badly at the neck,
did i know,
behind that sweet deed of theirs,
they have a painful fiery sting.
it applies to the situation i am in right now.

Sometimes i wish the world will leave me alone,
and let me do just what i want and need to do.
i dont even want to care,
if the sky comes crumbling down.

i feel as though someone have just pulled out
my comfort sheets from underneath me.

until i find those comfort sheets back.
this will be me.
sinking me.
 

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friend-who-will-be-stuck-with-me-at-TTSH-for-the-next-4-years.

Times are really tough now in school.
But I promise to stick with you till the end.

Working life wouldnt be a breeze,
But I promise to visit you everytime i have break.

Waking up for work wouldnt be easy,
But I promise if i have a car, you will be my passenger every morning.

We got the same attachment posting twice, but never same shift,
But I promise I will keep finding you,
and giving you stickers you like,
even if it means pink hello kitty.

FYP is a killer,
But I promise to do my best and walk with you through it all.

I love you, Lao Jiang.


friend-who-never-fails-to-listen-to-my-endless-rantings

you are my number 1 emotional, mental and spiritual support since the very start of school.
Seeing you crumble,
makes me feel really indescribable

I wish there is more i could do to cheer you up at that moment,
but I was being too much of a 哭點太低的人 again.
I'm sorry for not doing my part as a friend.

We probably lost the meaing of everything.
Tired. Dont-want-to-continue.
But let's find back our purpose and our passion for it,
and work towards being the best.

I will always be here for you.
NEM will always be here for you.

For sure,
you can always count on me.

Let past events strengthen you.
Never let it break you.

I love you, Boo.